Chapter 1: The Beginning of My Healing Journey

In the autumn of 2020, I experienced a life-altering injury while simply walking. A stroll on a local trail led to a shocking inability to stand upon my return home.

Initially, I was treated for a stress fracture, but soon I was faced with a diagnosis of neuropathy. Within weeks, I found myself undergoing tests for multiple sclerosis. My health deteriorated rapidly, with full-body nerve and muscular pain becoming my new reality. I spent my entire senior year of college at home, juggling Zoom classes, physical therapy, and MRI appointments. On several occasions, I attended lectures while sitting in a doctor's office to avoid penalties for poor attendance. Long-distance trips required the use of a wheelchair, and I wore multiple braces for support.

Twelve different doctors provided twelve varying diagnoses, none of which seemed to hit the mark. When my neurologist admitted, "There is nothing else I can do," an inner voice protested, "That's nonsense." From that moment, I resolved to take control of my healing journey, disregarding conventional medical advice.

Immersing myself in holistic health, I sought knowledge and healing from various practitioners, including acupuncturists, naturopaths, and holistic nutritionists. I learned a great deal from these professionals, primarily Black women, who reignited my passion for well-being. However, I sensed there was a deeper layer to my health struggles.

What if illness isn't solely physical? What if it extends beyond diet and exercise? Could unprocessed emotions, past trauma, chronic stress, and feelings of loneliness contribute to one’s health? I began to contemplate the interconnectedness of mind, body, and spirit in the pursuit of true wellness. Ultimately, I realized that my health issues might be rooted in a spiritual disconnection.

Chapter 2: Understanding Spiritual Imbalance

So, what does spiritual imbalance mean? To me, it signifies a misalignment with one’s divine purpose and guidance. Neglecting self-care, surrounding oneself with negativity, or remaining in unfulfilling jobs can all lead to such imbalances, which often manifest as physical ailments. For instance, the heartbreak of loneliness can be just as fatal as any disease.

Our non-physical aspects are just as crucial as the physical, yet the mainstream health system tends to prioritize visible ailments. If something is invisible, it often gets overlooked. Unfortunately, by the time physical symptoms arise, the underlying issues may have persisted for years.

I constantly faced stress and struggled to show myself love, which left peace feeling foreign to me. My soul craved restoration, yet I was unsure how to achieve it.

In late 2021, I was introduced to Reiki healing, a practice where energy is channeled through the practitioner to help the recipient release negative energies.

The first video titled "What is Reiki Healing? Why Should You Take a Reiki Level 1 Certification Course" provides a comprehensive introduction to Reiki and its benefits, perfect for those curious about this healing modality.

Skeptics may label Reiki as pseudoscience, but those who've experienced it recognize its profound impact. After my first session, I was astonished to find my physical pain diminished. This was not merely a placebo effect; I had entered the Reiki center with a heavy heart but left feeling lighter, as if my soul had been nurtured.

At that moment, I believed Reiki was the spiritual healing practice I had been searching for, perhaps even my true calling.

The second video, "What is Reiki? | A Short Film," offers insights into the essence of Reiki and its transformative effects, making it a valuable resource for anyone exploring this path.

Curious about the next steps in my journey? Discover more by downloading your copy of my book, Playing with Portals! Thank you for joining me on this exploration of healing.